Trust.

What I live by: without trust, there is nothing.

I just don't get why people have to lie about what there doing. Why can't people just be honest? That would make everything so much more simple, but instead, people have to lie. Especially about the dumbest things. If you seriously think you are going to hide something from me and don't expect me to find out, you best believe I will find out. Even if you don't think I will, I will. I trust everyone until they give me a reason not too and when you loose that trust with me, your on my shit list and it will take a while to get my trust back. I don't care how many times you say sorry or if you tell me what your doing. Trust does not come back that easily. With others, it might; but with me, it doesn't.

Don't try to make me look like a fool by hanging out with some girl or your ex-girlfriend and act like I won't find out. Sweetie, I will make YOU look like a fool and I sure as hell wiill call you out in it. Just because I look like the nice, sweet innocent girl doesn't mean my mean side won't come out. If you do something to hurt or betray me, you best believe I'll be the biggest bitch on the planet. Don't tell me she was just at the movies when you went there. That is not a coincidence. You live in a big ass town, she is not going to be where you are unless you invite her. Yes, I use my brain sometimes. But it's kind of common sense and I don't even live near. Anyone would know that.

I have the biggest trust issues, ever. I trust hardly anyone, but my best friend Alyssa. She is the only person I can really truly trust. It's sad when the person your with, you can't even trust. How pathetic is that. It's horrible when they think I trust them and I really don't. There really trying to make me look stupid and in the end, I will not get hurt. I will not have that happen to me, again.

Tornado season.

Well, let me tell y'all about my crazy/scary day.

Today, for the first time in my life, I woke up before 12 o'clock which never happens to me. I woke up thinking I was going to have alot to do today. Like go get lunch with the boyfriend, go to the mall, and go pick my mom up at the airport. Sounds like a pretty productive day. Yeah, all that went to hell. At 12 o'clock this afternoon, it started storming like no other. We were under tornado warnings which I didn't think anything of. Boy, was I wrong.

I decided I wanted to go out into the living room and go watch some Lifetime movies with my dog. I watched one movie and fell asleep. My nap didn't last long because I got woken up to by a loud thunderstorm. It started pouring. I couldn't even see outside and by that time, my tv wasn't working. The power didn't go out yet. But the lights were flickering and everything and let me tell you, I was scared shitless. I hate storms as is, and when it lightenings and thunders, it just doesn't work out well for me. Well, combine all that with 90 mph winds and seeing branches being flown in the air. It's pretty scary. About 1:45 pm, my power went out. FML! I was home with my frantic dog and of course, I was scared myself. So I decided to text my best friend to see what she was doing since my boyfriend didn't care to see if I was okay or not. I talked to my best friend, Alyssa, for a little while until she had to get ready for work.

After I got off the phone with her, I was sitting in the dark for the next 3 1/2 hours. Just watching my dog and looking outside. The power was still out and my sister hasn't been home from school yet. Finalllllly, at 4:15 my sister gets home and we decide to entertain ourselves or at least try to by making videos and having time pass. We kind of got bored doing that, so I decided to take a shower. I was so thankful that I got to take a hot shower! But I didn't have a freaking blow dryer or straightener! So taking a shower was kind of pointless when I couldn't really do my hair.

By this time, it's still raining but not as bad. Tornados have already passed and made some damage to our town and half the town is out of power. Lovely, right? This gets much better. I was suppose to take my sister to her first high school meeting, but couldn't make it because there were so many things in the rodes. We had to skip it. We seriously thought we were going to be stranded at home all night without the parents. Thankfully, at like 6:30 my dad gets home! It's getting kind of dark and its hard to see anything. It sucks not having electricity. I almost died.

We decided to go get something to eat since we couldn't get anything to eat. Half the places we wanted to go eat at didn't have power so that sucked. We finally found a place to go eat, which was Barefoot Charlies, which is normally good. We get there and literally sit at our table for 15 minutes and didn't get a server. As if we didn't have a bad day enough, we were thirsty and hungry and the damn lady wouldn't even come to our table. Everyone was getting pissed because they had been waiting for so long. So, we decided not to wait and went to Rivergate to go see what restraraunts were open. We saw Longhorns and wanted to go eat there. My dad dropped my sister and I off at the door to go get a table. We asked how long the wait would be and it would have been an hour wait! Can you tell this hasn't been my day? Or anyones day..

By then, it starts pouring, AGAIN! I'm soaked and my hair looks like shit. We debate on whether to go home or just head to Nashville to go get my mom. Well, she texted me and said she was boarding her plane so we just went ahead towards Nashville. Us not knowing that half of Nashvilles power went out as well, we were screwed. All we wanted was a place to eat before we picked my mom up. We have been driving for the past 2 hours just to find a place to sit and eat. And for once, my dad listens to me. There was a place near the airport that was open. And it was the only place to it. It was Cock of the Walk. If you want Southern food, go there! It's delish. There was no wait and we finallllly got to sit down and eat. We were relieved. After we got done eating, we went to pick my mommy up at the airport. We told her there may be no power at the house. But when we got home, there was! :)

I'm skyping my best friend now! Thank God I have power back! This is the best thing that has happened to me all day! Otay, thats all. BYEEEEEE!

10 things that really bother me.

Okay, yesterday, I wrote about 5 things that bother me in the restraraunt business. Today, I am going to write about 10 things that really bother/aggravate me in general.


1) When people tell me what to do.
First of all, you are not my parent. I will not and do not take orders well. If you demand me to do something, you best believe I will not listen to you. I do what I want, when I want; without anyones orders, due to the exception of my parents. I cannot stand when I get a text that says, "Come here now, I don't care what your doing." Dude, stfu. Seriously, obviously I don't want to see you or go hang out with you. Especially after you demanded me telling me to come see you and you could careless what I'm doing. Or, "You have no decision of saying yes or no." Oh hell no. Your telling me I can't make my own choices? You must be out of your mind. I can say yes or no whenever I please. No one in there right mind is going to tell me I can't say yes or no.

2) When people make stupid jokes and thinks its funny.
If your going to make a joke to me or about me, at least make it funny. If it's not funny, and you think it's hilarious, your stupid. If I don't say, "haha" or "lol" or "Hahaa, thats hilarious!" get the picture that I don't think its funny. Don't keep on making stupid jokes. If you keep on, your just going to keep aggravating the hell out of me. And if your doing it to make 'your boys' laugh, COOOL. Glad you like to me stupid ass jokes that aren't even funny to impress your guys because it sure as hell doesn't impress me, especially if its a stupid joke.

3) When people text me 3 or 4 times if I don't reply back.
HELLLLLLLLLLO! I have a life too. Just because I don't text you back within the first 3 minutes you sent me a text, don't keep sending me text messages after text message. That is highly annoying. I may have my phone with me by my side alot, but don't keep sending me messages like, "Hello." or "Okay, you don't want to talk to me." or "Why aren't you texting me back." Oh my gosh, that shit gets annoying. I'm not going to revolove my life around you and text you back as soon as possible. I will take my sweet time if you keep sending me texts back to back.

4) Stalking my facebook.
I get that people want to see my profile page and stuff. But to look at ALL my comments and like all my statuses just gets really annoying. There is no need in liking everything I do or trying to be friends with my best friend. (Haha, Alyssa, you already know who this is about). After you finish stalking my facebook, don't text me and ask me about all the people on my facebook that is commenting on my status or on my pictures. It's called I have friends. There going to comment on my page and yes, even guys. If you thought I only had just girlfriends, you are crazy. Sorry you don't like that I have guy friends, but I'm not going to tell them to not talk to me just because you don't like it. If you don't like it, quit stalking my facebook!

5) When people are so slow when driving.
Some people don't understand that the right lane is for SLOW people and left lane is for FAST people. Don't go in the left lane and go 55 mph when the speed limit is 70. Your bound to get honked at and people are going to ride your ass. It pisses me off when you past that slow ass person in the left lane having to go into the right lane then looking at them and you see there trying to talk on the phone or look in the mirror. Okay, I talk on the phone and look in the mirror sometimes, but I get in the slow lane. Seriously, it pisses me off. Especially when I'm in a hurry and you get behind someone that is going so slow. I will honk at you.

6) Fat people who wear shirts that are so tight you see there stomache.
Not trying to be mean, but I really don't think anyone wants to see your stomache. Especially after you've had like 6 children. It's not cute. Don't strut your stuff around the mall in your short, shorts, tight shirt, and cheap shoes walking around acting like your hot stuff. Reality check: you aren't. You have 6 kids following behind you while your trying to pick up guys at the mall. It won't work there. You will not be able to find a dad for your children at the mall. Sorry, you just won't. I understand its hot outside, but stop wearing something revealing when you aren't cute.

7) When people interrogate what I do after I get done going out.
Do not interrogate me when I'm out with my friends or when I get home. If I told you I was going out, I'm going out. It's not like I'm going out of state to go do something and then come home. Don't ask me a million questions saying, "When are you coming home?" or "What are you doing now?" I don't want someone interrogating me every minute. It gets so old and it gets really annoying. If you ruin my night, I sure will let you know. And if I told you, you ruined my night, it won't be pretty!

8) When I'm watching a tv show, and someone comes and changes it.
Oh hell no. That stuff reallly, really pisses me off. Do not change my tv channel when I'm watching a movie, especially a Lifetime movie. I don't care if your basketball game is on or you want to watch your sports channel. You can ask me nicely but don't just grab the remote and change my channel! It's rude and it will put you on my shit list and you definitely do not want that.

9) When someone chews there gum so loud, you can hear them across the room.
Okay, you are out in public. Quit chewing it like your a cow. I realize the gum might be that good to you, but if I can hear you across the room, you are chewing your gum way to freaking loud and that is just unacceptable. Close your mouth and chew or is that how you chew everything? If so, I feel terrible for your family and the people you go out to eat with.

10) Last, but not least. When I'm in a movie and 15 year old little girls laugh the entire time.
If it's an action movie, shut the hell up. Half the time, scenes aren't going to be funny throughout the whole movie. Don't sit up at the very time and giggle the entire time. There are other people in the theater and I'm sure some of them want to tell y'all to shut the hell up. I understand, going to the movies on a Friday night with your posse is cute and you think your the cutest thing ever, but when you go into a movie and laugh the entire time and text and think one guy in the theater is cute, you sure as hell won't get his attention. And fyi, you can't really see what people look like in theater, ITS A LITTLE DARK IN THERE. Shut the hell up and just watch the movie you paid to see. If your there looking for a cute guy, most of the time, a guy that goes to the movie is either with his girlfriend or his guy friends and is not looking for a 15 year old girl.

5 things that aggravate me about serving people.

Okay, I'm a server and I really don't mind it at alll, but there are some people who seriously make me hate it. I have 5 reasons why people aggravate the hell out of me.

1) When big parties of like 30 or more come in.
Okay, it's cool when some big parties come in but come on, a group of like 30 is hard to handle. Especially, when it's a birthday party and they roam around the place like it's there house. HELLLLO, that's what chairs are for. Sit your happy ass in the chair and get out of other guests way and even better, get out of the servers way. Don't wave your hand in there air and yell across the restraraunt saying you need something or stand up and walk around eating a piece of chicken. That's a little disturbing. I realize you do that at your house, but don't do it in the restraruant! It makes you look weird. Seriously.

2) Shitty tippers.
I understand people can't tip fat, but tipping $3 on like a $45 dollar tab, you can't be that cheap. You order the most expensive thing on the menu and order a dessert and you want to tip only $3. Wtf. You make me go back and forth getting you more ranch, more napkins, new silverware, more drinks, more ranch, and I only get a $3 tip. Next time, I should try being a shitty server and see if that gets me a better tip.

3) People not remembering what they order.
Seriously, you just ordered from me and when your food comes out you argue with me telling me thats not what you ordered. I'm standing there not really arguing with you, but telling you, "Yes, this is what you ordered ma'am" and she continues to argue with me. In the back of my head I'm thinking, "I wrote this shit down, this is what you ordered!". Telling me this is what you ordered when I wrote it down just to remember, I know this is what you got. So, I have to go alll the way back to the host stand and bring a menu and she points out that, that was what she ordered. What the hell. Spent allll that time arguing with me.

4) People that need something everytime I go to the table.
I realize I forget to bring extra napkins and such, but asking me to bring some more ranch, some more tomatoes, some more jalepenos just gets a little annoying. Why can't ya'll tell me this all at once instead of making me run back and forth constantly. I have other tables. Y'all aren't special or famous. If you were, I'd give you my full attention. Also, asking me to fill up your drinks when you only took 2 sips out of it is unacceptable. I will not go back and forth filling up your drinks everytime you drink 2 sips out of it. That is just insane and what the hell are you guys thinking.

5) Lastly, people sending there food back more than 3 times.
I understand if a burger gets sent back because it's not cooked the right way, but when I get a pizza order or a simple thing as buffalo wings getting sent back 3 times. Why didn't y'all just stay home and cook it your damn selves?? The kitchen can only do so much. They can make it how people like it, but when people complain oh, that doesn't look right can you take it back and re-fix, are you out of your damn mind? Pizza is pizza! It's going to look different, it's not going to look the same everytime. If a burger has a little piece of lettuce on it, TAKE IT OFF. There is no need of sending it back to make a new one. Geeze. Are you that lazy to take off a piece of lettuce on your burger.

Those are my top 5 main reasons people aggravate the hell out of me while I serve. Just come into the restraraunt, be nice and eat your food. Don't complain.

Let me tell you about a little thing called Life.

I woke up today, checked my facebook and of course, my Twitter and I decided I would come and write a blog since I have alot on my mind and it's mainly about my topic of the day, life.

Life is so unexpected, you never know when it's going to end or what's going to happen in your life. All you can do it just go with the flow and live life to its fullest and thats definitely what I do. I don't let anyone or anything get in the way of me living MY life. No one is going to control the life I live. I have to get out there and experience everything, even if it's not good for me and I make a mistake. A wise person once said, "Mistakes are stepping stones to success", so if I make a mistake, I would like to learn from it then have someone tell me I did something wrong. I realize some people like to help others and make sure they don't make any mistakes, but if people can't make there own mistakes, what makes you think other people don't run there lives. I can't stand when people tell other people what to do. Everyone is there ownself. If people can't respect that, then they sure as hell shouldn't be called a 'friend'. A friend lets you do what they want even if they know its wrong for you.

Half the time, I live my life being a happy, laughing girl. Of course, there are days when I wonder what life has to offer for me. Then I think, I just have to go with the flow and do whatever. And of course, everyone has heard of that saying, 'Everything happens for a reason" and it really does. Whether its with relationships, friends, schooling; everything does happen for a reason. God doesn't give you anything you can't handle.

Life is such much fun when you forget the bad things that happen in your life. It's taken me forever to realize that. I can't take life or anyone else for granted. Basically, live your life the way YOU want to, not how anyone else wants you to. If they can't accept that, they don't deserve to be in your life. You have to make yourself happy before anyone can make you happy. Believe in yourself and you will get somewhere in life. Trust me, it really works if you believe in yourself. Even when your having a bad, go to that one person who makes you feel like something and just talk to them or think to yourself, "Life is about the unknowing". Bad things happen to make you a stronger person.

One of the few of my favorite quotes: "Life is a precious gift. Don't waste it being unhappy, dissatisfied, or anything else you can be"

Venting about guys.

Okay. Well, I've kind of gotten the hang out this whole blog thing and I decided I would write another post. While I'm writing this, I am skyping with my best friend, Alyssa, and she is also blogging as well :) This is how much we love our lives and this shows how much we miss each other! Haha. Anyway. Here we go.

The topic I'm going to write about is guys. I just want to say, guys just suck period. I'm dating a guy at the  moment and oh my gosh, I seriously just want to strangle myself when talking to him sometimes. He just doesn't ever understand me. Are all guys like that? Or is it just me. I swear, I'm not a difficult person, but when I'm dating someone who clearly needs attention 24/7 that just does not fly with me. Guys never look at a girls point of view. They always assume girls are always in the wrong. I can never win with my boyfriend, ever. It just kills me because I get so aggravated with him and just doesn't understand why.

One reason why I get aggravated with him: he stalks my facebook!
I understand a guy wants to know about my life, but to talk my facebook. That just gets a little creepy. I don't enjoy him invading my privacy and interrogating me about ALL my friends. Especially, my guy friends. Anything anyone posts on my wall, I get interrogated. If someone calls me beautiful he gets so mad at me and tells me not to talk to them. He also thinks he has to write on everything I post. It just gets realllly annoying.

Another reason why I get really aggravated: he always asks for pictures.
Okay, I get that he never gets to see me. But seriously, when he constantly asks me for pictures and I say in a nice way, "No", I don't want to send a picture. He demands me to send a picture. Like, wtf. Come on now. He will get so pissed at me for not sending a picture. His excuse is, that he never gets to see me and that he would like for me to send a picture of myself everyday. Uhm, everyday. I think not. If I don't send him a picture, he makes it out to be that I don't like him that much and all this nonsense.

Another reason why I get so aggravated: he goes out with his guys all the time and gets drunk.
I honestly do not mind that he goes out and has a ball with his guy friends. But when he tells me I can't go out and drink, thats a big hell no. He can go out and get drunk, but he expects me to stay in and not have fun at all. Let me fill you in, he's 27 years old and I'm 19. Big difference, I know. But if he honestly thinks I'm going to sit my happy ass at home while I know he's out, he must be out of his mind. I am going to live my life the way I want to. He just doesn't get it. He expects me to listen to him about everything. It's not going to happen.

Another reason why I get mad at him: he can take up to 3 hours texting me back, but if I take that long, its the end of the world.
I can now see why guys think they are in control of a relationship. But in this relationship, he knows whose boss. But if nothing goes his way, he flips shit. I can be in the shower and recieve like 5 texts from him saying, "Oh, your not talking to me now", or "Helllllllo?!" Dude, I'm in the shower. I have to ya know, look cute and get pretty, so therefore, I have to shower. I mean, if he thinks I'm going to text while I'm in the shower, he is out of his mind.

I could go on and on about what aggravates me about him. But this blog just isn't about him. It goes out to every guy. If you are like that, it will drive a girl nuts.

Is there a reason why guys are like that?! I just can't get it through my head why he acts the way he does. I try to ask myself everyday why he acts like that and what he's thinking. But I know, I can't ever read what a guy thinks and I definitely cannot get a straight answer out from a guy. I kind of just want to know why guys act the way they do. They all act like hardasses, but when a girl does something wrong, they throw a bitch fit and act like the end of the world is going to end. I need answers!

Well, I just had to vent. Thanks for reading! xoxo.
Alyssa, if your reading this. DON'T LAUGH! (:

A little about me.

Hello bloggers. I am new to this blog scene, so bare with me. I figured my first blog would tell about me just a little bit since the actually 'About Me' didn't give me enough space. So here we go!

I am a 19 year old girl who lives life to the fullest. The little things in life get to me, but that still doesn't stop me from having any fun. I'm extremely short tempered, but that never gets the best of me. I live in Nashville and I love being a Southern Belle. I'm told I have a cute little Tennessean accent, but I beg to differ. I grew up in the North. A state not very many people think is 'fun', but I enjoyed it. Your probably wondering what state it would be and that lovely state would be Iowa. I lived there for 9 years and moved when I was in the 5th grade. I thought it would be the worst thing of my life, but it ended up being a pretty good move. I hated Tennessee for the first year, of course, but as time went by I got use to it. 10 years later, I call Tennessee my home.

I graduated highschool, May of 2010. I am not in college at the moment. Just doing the whole work scene, but in the fall I will be attending Vol State Community College to get my general studies out of the way. I really want to be a 2nd grade teacher or a dental hygenist. Total opposites, I know, but I'm not really sure what I want to be yet. I adore doing hair and I will be getting my cosmetology license on the side. I don't want to be doing hair the rest of my life, but that is something I adore to do on my free time. Job wise, I'm a server at a sports bar. I definitely don't want to do that the rest of my life, so thats why I will be starting college in the fall. After getting my general studies done, I will transfer to a university to study my major.

I adore stuffed animals, preferrably a frog stuffed animal. I hate frogs in real life, but stuffed animal frogs I adore. As well as fleece blankets. Pink is my all time favorite color. I'm probably one of the ditzyiest girls ever. I trip over everything. I talk about the most random stuff and I could really talk allll day. I have an attention span of like nothing. I can hardly sit still. You can thank ADD for that.

My family is my world. I would do anything for them. I've been a pain in the butt, but they've always been there for me. Without them, I would be completely lost. They've helped me through some of the hardest moments in my life. I have a best friend. Her name is Alyssa. She lives where I use to live, Iowa, and it sucks. I never get to see her, but I talk to her almost everyday. She is like my sister. I would do anything for her. She's the only one I can talk to about anything. I may not get to see everyday like I would like, but I know she'll always be there for me. Thats why she's like a part of my family.

Random note: I tweeet ALLLLLL the time. It's kind of sad.